In daylight it was almost ordinary. Neutral duvet. Dark wood frame. Decorative pillows you had bought at Target during one of those hopeful phases when you were trying to freshen the room instead of admit the room had become hostile. But now that Miguel was gone, the mattress seemed to take on shape. Presence. A thing that had been waiting for you to stop pretending.
Your hands shook while you pulled off the bedding.
You carried the comforter to the hallway. Removed the pillows. Stripped the sheets. The smell was already there under the exposed mattress cover, fainter than at night but unmistakable. Worse near the corner. Worse along the seam.
You dragged the mattress into the middle of the room.
It was heavier than it should have been.
That detail did something awful to your heartbeat.
Not because a mattress can’t be heavy. Of course it can. But this felt imbalanced. Weighted strangely toward one end. As if something inside had shifted the center of it.
