Every year, I read the letter again.
The words changed as I did.
At first, I read it as absolution.
Then as instruction.
Then as warning.
Do not become him again.
I came close once.
A developer offered me a contract worth more money than I had ever seen. Luxury condos. Built fast. Cheap materials disguised under expensive finishes. He wanted me to sign off on work I knew would not last.
For one night, the old hunger came back.
The number on the contract looked like safety.
Like a house.
Like proof.
I drove to the cemetery in the dark and sat by Evelyn’s grave with the contract folded in my pocket.
“I want to say yes,” I admitted.
The wind moved through the grass.
“I know what that means.”
The next morning, I turned it down.
Six months later, that developer was sued by three buyers for structural defects.
