I swallowed.
“I’ll figure it out.”
“Tuition is due next week.”
“I know.”
“I’m not bringing that up to pressure you.”
“I know.”
“And the mortgage?”
“I said I’ll figure it out.”
My voice came out sharper than I intended.
Sarah became quiet.
I closed my eyes.
“Sorry.”
“It’s okay.”
“No, it isn’t.”
Another pause.
Then she said something that made my chest tighten.
“You always figure it out, Chris.”
I wanted to believe her.
After we hung up, I remained in the car until the anger became too heavy to sit with.
Then I drove.
I didn’t know where I was going.
I simply moved through the city because moving felt better than thinking.
Eventually, I found myself parked outside a diner I used to visit when Sarah and I were still married.
The place had cracked red booths, terrible coffee, and a waitress named Marlene who somehow remembered everyone’s order.
