“I had a baby four months ago.”
“I know.”
“I’m up half the night. I barely have time to eat.”
He sighed.
“Claire, plenty of women have babies and get themselves back in shape.”
I stared at him.
He was already irritated.
“I’m not trying to hurt you. I’m being honest.”
That night, after he fell asleep, I locked myself in the bathroom and cried as quietly as possible.
Our daughter stirred in the bedroom, and I immediately covered my mouth.
For the first time since marrying Ryan, I truly believed he might leave me.
The next morning, before I could change my mind, I put on my sneakers, strapped my daughter into her stroller, and started walking.
At first, twenty minutes was all I could manage.
My legs ached, and some days my daughter started crying halfway through. I’d hurry home feeling like I’d failed at something embarrassingly simple.