What the Weeks Before That Phone Call Had Done to Our Family and to Me
My name is Meryl Callahan. I am the mother of a boy named Owen who loved math puzzles and baseball cards and making pancakes fly too high off the spatula and laughing when they landed wrong. Who fought cancer for two years with a stubbornness and a good humor that made every doctor on his care team mention it, not as a professional observation, but as something personal — something they carried home with them.
One moment I was sitting on Owen’s bed with the fabric pressed against my face, breathing in the last traces of him — sunscreen and something sweet I could never quite name, the particular scent of my child that I had been cataloguing desperately since the day my husband called me in a voice I didn’t recognize — and the next moment my phone was ringing and I was staring at the screen like it was speaking a language I had forgotten how to read.
