“I really am their son.”
Robert almost objected.
Then Logan looked at him.
“Biological or not.”
Robert’s face softened.
“Yes.”
“You are.”
That afternoon marked the beginning of something.
Not the end of anything.
That distinction mattered.
Logan did not move back into my apartment.
I did not put his photograph beside my bed.
We did not tell people we were together.
Instead, he became reliable in small ways.
Tuesday mornings, he took Ethan to the pediatrician with me.
Thursday evenings, he brought dinner.
Saturday afternoons, he handled laundry while I slept.
At first, I checked the clock whenever he was supposed to arrive.
Six o’clock.
6:02.
6:05.
A knot would begin forming in my chest.
Then there would be a knock.
Every time.
One night, three months after Ethan was born, Logan was twenty-five minutes late.
I hated how quickly old fear returned.
My hands became cold.
My thoughts went immediately to that night.