Five days after my Csection my husband handed me twelve dollars

And when I finished he said, very quietly: “Do you want to go back to him?”

And I looked at my son.

“No.”

And it came out of me with a certainty that surprised me more than it surprised him.

“I want to leave him.”

And my father said: “Then you’ve left him.”

No lecture. No pause. Nothing about giving it time.

And I said: the car’s still mine, isn’t it.

“Entirely.”

“And the apartment?”

“Let Yolanda explain the apartment.”

And then his voice changed into something I had heard him use on other people and never on me.

“Don’t warn him. Not about anything. Not one message.”

Two stops later there were two dark saloons waiting, and a woman in a suit who helped me into one that had a newborn seat

already fitted in it, and water, and blankets, and a muslin, and a phone charger for my model of phone. 

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