For 8 years, my parents made me leave the house every time my brother brought his fiance over; Mom said, “She comes from a good family, don’t embarrass us”; Dad added, “Just disappear for the weekend”;

The bottles were locked inside my bedroom.

Ruth looked at me.

“Go get what’s yours.”

So I drove home.

The Lockhearts’ car was still in the driveway.

I approached quietly, intending to retrieve my medication without causing an argument.

Then I heard voices near my bedroom.

Avery’s mother, Suzanne, was standing outside the door.

My mother stood beside her, holding a tissue.

Suzanne gently touched the door.

“May I?”

Mom nodded.

Suzanne bowed her head and began praying.

My mother started crying.

“I still can’t bring myself to open this room.”

I stood outside, completely confused.

Why would someone pray over my bedroom door?

And why was my mother behaving as though entering it would be unbearable?

I waited until the visitors left.

Then I went inside.

On the dining table was a photograph of a flowering dogwood.

At its base stood a memorial stone.

In Loving Memory of Anastasia Dunaway.

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