I started crying at the red light. Not quietly — the kind of crying that takes over your whole body for thirty seconds and then releases you, wrung out and a little cleaner.
By the time I pulled into the school parking lot, I had wiped my face and steadied myself.
The building looked exactly the same as it always had. That was somehow the hardest part — the way the world continued to look like itself.
She was waiting near the front office, and she looked like she hadn’t slept well since finding whatever she had found. Her hands were slightly unsteady when she held out the envelope. Plain white. Rectangular. The kind of envelope you’d find in any kitchen junk drawer in America.
On the front, in my son’s handwriting — that particular mix of careful print and rushed cursive he never quite resolved — were two words:
For Mom.
