My mother’s expression shifted into something I can only describe as a mother’s understanding — that particular look of someone who has sat with enough grief to know when a moment is different from other moments, and who doesn’t look away from it.
She didn’t ask any more questions. She handed me my keys.
At the first red light on the way to the school, I looked at the small wooden bird hanging from my rearview mirror. Owen had made it in shop class for Mother’s Day the previous spring, about four months before everything fell apart. The wings were slightly uneven. The beak curved in the wrong direction. It was, objectively, a lopsided little bird.
I had told him it was beautiful.
He had rolled his eyes with the theatrical exhaustion of a thirteen-year-old who has been caught being touched by something. “Mom,” he said, “you are legally required to say that.”
