“Yes,” I said.
Linda studied
me.
“Then don’t confuse loving her with needing her to make you feel forgiven.”
I looked away.
“You are not the center of this,” she continued. “Her
illness is not your redemption story. She needs steadiness. Not grand gestures. Not speeches. Not panic.”
“I understand.”
“I hope you do.”
She stood.
Then, after a long pause, she added, “She asked for you when they took her for the biopsy.”
I looked up sharply.
Linda’s eyes shone.
“She was half-conscious from the medication. She kept saying your name.”
The words hit me harder than anything she had said before.
“She doesn’t know she said it,” Linda continued. “I wasn’t going to tell you. But maybe you need to understand that her heart is more complicated than her anger.”
Then she walked back toward Sophie’s room, leaving me alone beneath the buzzing hospital lights.
